J Hat & Ubeez - Drowning In My Thoughts

I can't go outside anymore
I just keep drowning in my thoughts
I show spades you showing hearts
Hoping that I'm gone
I do not belong
I've been laying my cards out lately
Showing my options
Reveal them sedately
Got a bad bitch and she rates me maybe
Sitting in my room yeah I do that daily
No ones close to me no one to hold
Guess we wait for our fate to unfold
Can't reach for the stars that's what we're told
So we just live in the moment
Don't move to quick because our hearts are broken
Feeling sadness
Left unspoken
Every breath I'm nearly choking
You hit me up to cause a devotion
Hear the emotion
Feel the explosion
Every inch of me is aching lately
I need you baby
My hands are shaky
My mind is flaky
I'm crying in my room pulling petals off a fucking daisy
I can't go outside anymore
I just keep drowning in my thoughts
I show spades you showing hearts
Hoping that I'm gone
I do not belong
I can't go outside anymore
I just keep drowning in my thoughts
I show spades you showing hearts
Hoping that I'm gone
I do not belong
They, They, They, They feeling this energy
Rapping and trapping we ain't needing a melody
This collab has us cooking our remedy
But we ain't cooking no Hennessy
Make it from memory
Changing identities
Making an enemy
Popping a pill cause it's fucking us mentally
Having no fun cause it's causing a felony
Ay
Sw, Sw, Switching it up and we're dropping it down
I'm in need of the bread
I'm in need of the pound
I've been working all day
I'ma go earn my crown
When I pay of my debt
I'ma make my life sound
Switch it again
I'ma make all my mends
When I handle my funds
I'ma pay all my friends
Through the pain and the stress
They'll be here till the end
And I don't trust no snakes
All they do is pretend
I can't go outside anymore
I just keep drowning in my thoughts
I show spades you showing hearts
Hoping that I'm gone
I do not belong
I can't go outside anymore
I just keep drowning in my thoughts
I show spades you showing hearts
Hoping that I'm gone
I do not belong
I'm feeling trapped
Locked away
Like no one is willing to stay
I'm just here
On my own
Feeling venom from the words in my song
I'm just fading
My hearts racing
I'm debating
Where my place is
In an engagement
With my Satan
I'm just waiting
But no more waiting
I'm facing
Need to engage it
I'm getting impatient
Feeling this rage
I'm owed a payment
I'm taking this claimant
I'm feeling complacent
An overstatement
Put me in containment
Shackle and chain em
Fuck this enslavement
Make an arraignment
Put me in the dirt
6 feet
Right under the fucking pavement
Yeah
I can't go outside anymore
I just keep drowning in my thoughts
I show spades you showing hearts
Hoping that I'm gone
I do not belong
I can't go outside anymore
I just keep drowning in my thoughts
I show spades you showing hearts
Hoping that I'm gone
I do not belong

Written by:
Josh Hathaway, Matthew Hazell

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

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