Living Not Alive - Enemy

Constant anxiety, don't know how long it's been
I've been at war with my own worst enemy
Don't know who's judging me, all this expectancy
Feeling this pressure is killing me mentally

I don't know what happened to the old me
As if he's locked up without a key
And knowing no matter how hard or loud I scream no body can hear me

I Keep my real self behind these bars
I Try to reach out but people slam the door
They say it's just a phase you'll be okay
As if like that's going to help me
If that's your cure then just end me
At Constant war with my enemy

Living on constant lies
Acting like I'm alright
Yet deep down I don't want to be alive
This place is all I know
Keep it down don't let it show
So no one knows that I'm so close to let it go
Because pain is all I know

I Keep my real self behind these bars
Try to reach out but people slam the door
They say it's just a phase you'll be okay
As if like that's going to help me

I feel nothing except for the pain
The smiles on your face
Hurts more than anything
Why Am I this way?

I Keep my real self behind these bars
I Try to reach out but people slam the door
They Say it's just a phase you'll be okay
As if like that's going to help me
I Keep my real self behind these bars
I Try to reach out but people slam the door
They Say it's just a phase you'll be okay
As if like that's going to help me
If that's your cure then just end me
At Constant war with my enemy

Written by:
Mitchell Szarko

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