ContraVein - Enough

Every day I look back at our old picture frames
Thinking that I want you back in my house where love once’s reigned
I sit alone at night and my thoughts can’t be contained
Like every time we’d fight it was you I always blamed
It’s really cuz I’m jealous when there’s no reason to be
But when you’re with the fellas I say “how could you do this to me?”
I’m runnin’ out of time while I’m writing all these songs
Runnin’ from your love while trynna right my wrongs
I’m watching my life crumble while trynna fix the past
I need to be more humble, instead of being such an ass
I’m trying to forget, so I go and grab my flask
I ain’t got no self-respect, but my ego never lacks
People callin’ out my flaws so I tell ‘em to relax
I wanna be a better person but I’m going off the tracks
But I’ll do it for you, cuz I’ll always have your back
Even though I’m gonna lose
It’s you I’ll always choose
And I think about you
All the time
And I want the best for you
Even though I’ll never be enough
Every now and then I think about you and me
I think about the good times and the places that we’d be
San Andreas, London, Paris, Seattle, Dallas, Hawaii, Argentina, Chad, Tokyo and Fiji
I’d show you the world, if you fly with me
Wishing I could have you back, but I’m always gonna flee
I run away from you, while you’re running after me
I know I’m not enough, and I wish that you’d just see
I’m watching my life crumble, while thinking ‘bout the past
Thinkin’ ‘bout our old dates, wondering why we didn’t last
I don’t know why I was always such an ass
I wish I never loved you and I know that it won’t pass
Time to clean off, so I’ll shower in my tears
All this wasted time, all these wasted years
I’m sorry you were used, that’s why I’m in my blues
Even though I’m gonna lose, it’s you I’ll always choose
And I think about you
All the time
And I want the best for you
Even though I’ll never be enough
But I’ll push through these fights
All for you
And I’ll swallow my pride
Even though I really wanna leave
And I think about you
All the time
And I want the best for you
Even though I’ll never be enough

Written by:
Jason Ardan

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