Cinco SelfPaid - Exhale

I want that mansion all up on the hill
My niggas to keep it real
And for God to come down, touch me on my heart so all this pain can heal
Prolly don't use no tune on this one, cause I want y'all to hear
All the shit that's been on my mind, for only 19 years
First of all, Rest In Peace to Uncle Spike, you was 'posed to be here
Second I wanna say fuck all the fuck niggas, y'all ain't 'posed to be in here
Third I wanna ask, why at the funerals 'ion be shedding no tears
And I be feeling full of wisdom, it's like I was already here
I got 4 reasons why I act the way I do, imma say it with my chest
Cause I'm real, cause I'm real, cause I'm real, and cause I'm real I guess
I'm just tryna find a way to relax and get through all this stress
They call me 5 cause I'm like a fire, nah I can't be laid to rest
It's like I got 6 senses, I always find a way to get some cents
If I got 7 brothers and I love 'em, I'll give my life for them
I'm halfway there, it's 'bout time I ate (8) what God put on my plate
But I ain't talking' food, being black in America, I think my life at stake
9, that's the day I was born, they say I was tryna wait
Imma stay 10 toes down 'til my dying day, even when I'm in the grave
11 numbers on his back, he was in that field just tryna find a way
13 times they stepped back on me, so I'm gon' fade away
14, how many charges he had, they was heavy on his back
Was it 15 or 16, fuck it, cause we can't take that back
Imma go ahead, stop right there, still give it to you real with no strings attached
I find myself, always thinking 'bout how I want my uncle back
I find myself, always thinking back, how he have a heart attack
I find myself, always thinking back I wish he wasn't strapped
Or at least he shoulda grabbed it when he ditched the car and started running laps
But I gotta find myself, if I lose that, it's hard to come on back
Miraha ain't tryna argue no more, and I would have to agree
She got knowledge so I took her up under my arm, but I ain't talking' no degree
Sometimes it's not situations, it's principles, it's bigger than you can see
Fuck it I ain't gon' give up on girl, I think you was made for me
We gotta build each other up as a community
They prolly like where the fuck he from, he don't sound like no DC
That's cause I'm gifted
I wanna make it out and show the city different
Show all the young niggas coming up, it's another way to get it
Go ahead, get your some legal money so the feds stay out your business
And tell your family that you love 'em, gotta do it while they living
And get a girl that bring sum to the table, and don't just say "it's giving"
Cause they always say "it's giving" but dont be having shit to give
They always say "it's nuffin", that's cause it's nuffin up in they crib
I'm doing what I know they not doing, so I know sum gotta give
I just pray to God that before I die I get the chance to live
I'm tryna see some other countries, I might move to Madrid
Cinco, why you keep it real with people who keep it fake dawg
Cause they gon' feel it, not me, when they leave like a rake
Brodie, his second time, but right now on his third day
I'm mad as shit I ain't get to record this before his court date
I'm mad as shit I ain't get to record this before his court date
I'm mad as shit I ain't get to record this before his court date

Written by:
Joseph Aderoju

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