Ace Cantrell - Fading Away

Falling fading down down down I Go
Falling fading down down down
Down I go

Im slowly fading away Im slowly losing my mind
I try to sit and I pray but ghosts are chasing behind
This smiles still hard to find I clawed my way out and climbed
I still remember the times when personality shined
I still remember the days when all this anger was gone
When I would make happy songs and kept my headphones on
And now this ghost in my head
Tells me that I should be dead
See I guess my brother was right cus that also what he said
I really wish I could change and once again feel alive
And just let go of the pain cus only strongest survive
But they all say that im weak Im just the family black sheep
Im just so different from them and that shit cuts me so deep
So for year I felt the stress with so much guilt inside my chest
I hit the alcohol harder and I was fully depressed
Then when I tried to get better they said I thought I was better
Because they were so hurt they want us to hurt together so

Falling fading down down down I Go
Falling fading down down down
Down I go

See I will never forget the way I felt so upset
They Said I should kill myself that way people would forget
The shitty songs that I wrote I got the texts and I quote
Ill fuckin spit on you your fuckin dead to me damn
Now that didn't even rhyme but damn The things they said aint who I am
But maybe I should kill myself two clicks and blam
I know they waited for this im sure ill be hated for this
Just Talked about so much more and so degraded for this
But there was no apology or any fucking signs of remorse
No Christmas card in the mail or happy birthday of course
What the fuck did I expect I tell the truth they object
Ill always love them from a far but I can't never forget
About What you said bout me and the ones that I love,
Calling me a bad father and things from all the above
How could you say those things even thinking back on it wow
Just Look inside the fucking mirror when your missing me now
Cus we all

Falling fading down down down I Go
Falling fading down down down
Down I go

Will someone please explain why they weren't happy for me
Was my smile way to much they had to grab it from me
I was lied about joked about and thrown in the dirt
Read the text messages daily just to stir up the hurt
And tell myself I wasn't wrong when I wrote this song
Maybe it was there plan to make me hurt all along
I was destroyed for a while, but these days getting brighter
I could have gone and killed myself but instead I'm a fighter
But still

Falling fading down down down I Go
Falling fading down down down
Down I go

Written by:
Todd Plant

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