Nick Austin - Fear

I just need myself a moment I needed to fucking breathe
I can't sit inside that place and not start to think about me
And how maybe I fucking ruined what fate had wanted to be
Man, I never meant to believe in the things that I fucking said
But lie to yourself enough and you'll see the truth in your head
Some victim to self explaining, a problem I couldn't mend
Became what I've been maintaining and it's all cause I couldn't bend
But lie to yourself enough and you'll see the truth in your head
(Fear)
I just need myself a moment I needed to fucking breathe
I can't sit inside that place and not start to think about me
And how maybe I fucking ruined what fate had wanted to be
And I simply got in the way when I should have just let it be
Man, I never meant to believe in the things that I fucking said
But lie to yourself enough and you'll see the truth in your head
Some victim to self explaining, a problem I couldn't mend
Became what I've been maintaining and it's all cause I couldn't bend
I know maybe this sounds confusing but I love you and maybe then
If you made me the way that I am then I'll love myself 'round the bend
But I can't seem to get ahead when I'm dragging you through my head
I can't lie with someone in bed if I'm lying to make amends
What you do should serve as the proof for what you believe
And I've been conflicted cause I couldn't tell you what that would be
I'm just walking up in the shadows and looking up at the trees
And thinking bout how I got here, I'm sorry for being me
So fuck it man I guess that I've been lost
Maybe I shouldn't fight it, maybe this life is where I belong
Maybe I'll never find the answers to the problems I make for myself cause I can not seem to stop that process at all
Maybe all of the time that I had spent in the fog
Had clouded my mind to completion cause I wouldn't move on
No matter how hard I try I can't find a reason I'm wrong
Inflating a fucking ego till kingdom would fucking come
I know that I'm really meant for some kind of bigger idea
I can feel it in me, I can really feel it in there
I'm just so tired of bleeding and never gaining no ground
I'm just so tired of feeling like I am never around
I just know that I'm still there
I know that I'm really here
I just need to fucking let go and let it be till it's clear
I'm just so tired of lying to prove to me an idea that I made up myself for the sake of my Fear
(Fear)

Written by:
Nicholas Misiano

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