Soops - Feel This Way

And it's a real good time to fall
Uh oh, oh no, oh no

Something's holding me down
And I don't know what anymore
Feel I'm losing my ground
Am I gonna fly on the floor?

If I died tomorrow night would anybody miss me?
The first time I felt no pain when you were drunk and kissed me
I've had these thoughts since I was like 10
Overmedicated even then I was a mess
I've been thinking too much about death
Been drowning in all of the stress
Fell deep in love now we're done
You only know how big a hole she filled when she's gone
And I don't think I've ever been enough
I've been looking deep down for self love
I've got a friend over-obsessed
He cheats and he lies and then runs back for sex
I'm trying harder not to be my worst self
Depression resting on my heart and I just need help with the pain
I've been feeling it for too long
Lord give me one day where I don't do wrong

More than ever I've been feeling down
Do you feel me now, feel me now?
More than ever I've been losing faith
Saving face while I've gotta feel this way

And I know I'll be alright
Someday I'll find some time
And I know I'll be alright
Someday I'll find

And please don't blame yourself at all for all of my pain
This is years of insecurity written all on my face
I don't wanna guilt trip but I need this
Writing is the only way that I can process
All the time, yeah I knew we would end
I was scared of winter cause it kinda tends to rip apart my whole damn life
Put me back together I promise that I'll be better

Yeah, I tried my best
But it doesn't matter how you try if you hurt a friend
I'll always have love for you though you don't see it
All you deserved I'm fucking sorry I couldn't be it

More than ever I've been feeling down
Do you feel me now, feel me now?
More than ever I've been losing faith
Saving face while I've gotta feel this way

More than ever I've been feeling down
Do you feel me now, feel me now?
More than ever I've been losing faith
Saving face while I've gotta feel this way

Written by:
Ethel Arterberry

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