Tan Man - Finally Through

I'm trying my best to turn this all around
The feelings I suppress drag me underground
They depended on me and I let them down
And this feeling in my chest it makes no sound
But it's there and I'm fully well aware
That my heart has become broken cause I made you feel impaired
And I'm scared cause I feel it slowly tear
Everything that I'm hoping I'm hoping that you're aware
If I changed does that mean I could escape
Everything that I hate about this life, I wanna break
When I do I hope it's not too delude
Maybe I'm just fooling myself cause I'm finally through
If I changed does that mean I could escape
Everything that I hate about this life I wanna break
When I do I hope it's not too delude
Maybe I'm just fooling myself cause I'm finally through
Through with feeling hopeless feeling reckless and numb
Through with feeling like I have to prove myself to anyone
Through with feeling empty through with feeling so dumb
Through with feeling bad about myself I'm just done
So distant every single mark I ever missed leaves an imprint
Unforgettable at this instance cant stop this wishful thinking like
What'd I do where'd I go wrong?
Feel a little timid just to say I couldn't get it
And I had to go admit it cause these feelings are atrocious
And they make me feel acidic feeling sickly for a minute
Reinvented intentions to keep my head on ascension
To keep it going not folding tried to pent up my lessons
And disperse them like medicine when I'm feeling too hesitant
To keep trying what's the purpose if you know it already
What's love if I really can't show it upsetting
What's up with this misunderstood poet he keeps heading
Straight towards these bricks the past keeps shredding
If I changed does that mean I could escape
Everything that I hate about this life I wanna break
When I do I hope it's not too delude
Maybe I'm just fooling myself cause I'm finally through
If I changed does that mean I could escape
Everything that I hate about this life I wanna break
When I do I hope it's not too delude
Maybe I'm just fooling myself cause I'm finally through (Woo)

Written by:
Tanner Howden

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