BettyJi - First Choice

I don't know why it seems
I'm the one that no one needs
Behind a barricade
I never know what to say
Though I try to play my part
I do not understand the heart
Trying to relate
I end up pushing you away
And I
Just wanna be your first choice
I
Don't wanna be afraid
You
Would've been my first choice
Your Apathy
Leaves me unmade
And I try to push it down
So no one knows about my doubts
Full of uncertainty
It consumes me as I sleep
I can never find escape
From this prison I have made
Needing validation
I slip in isolation
And I
Just wanna be your first choice
I
Don't wanna be afraid
You
Would've been my first choice
Your Apathy
Leaves me unmade
But I will undo
The damage I have made
I'll be ok, I'll mend my pain
And I will banish
The demons in my brain
They scream my name
Like it's a game
And I
Just wanna be your first choice
I
Don't wanna be afraid
You
Would've been my first choice
Your Apathy
Leaves me unmade
Unmade

Written by:
Betty Schwensen

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