Calli Grace - first love

It's summertime outside but it's winter in my room
The sunlight can't soak up all the tears I've cried over you
I try to go about my day but it's impossible to do
Because everywhere I go I'm followed by a dark cloud in the shape of you
So I try, I try to hide it
But the void is to deep to fight it
So I fake a smile and pretend you're still mine

Ooh I'm so mad at us for changing, we could've stayed the same but
Life forced my hand and turned you into a better man that's not mine
And you watch me go
But I'll always be that girl you know
Because this love you can't undo
Yeah one day I'll move on
But I'll never get over you

I can see it years from now
My wounds won't be fresh but they'll still hurt somehow
And you'll be waking up in a stranger's bed
But that's not good medicine
To heal a broken heart that you and I just can't forget

Ooh I'm so mad at us for changing, we could've stayed the same but
Life forced my hand and turned you into a better man that's not mine
And you watch me go
But I'll always be that girl you know
Because this love you can't undo
Yeah one day I'll move on
But I'll never get over you

I gave you my everything I can't take it back
How the hell am I supposed to live with that
Blinded by innocence we acted with good intent
And life gave us forever like a hypocrite
Now I'm crying in my room
And the sunlight can't soak up all my tears for you
You'd be lying if you didn't feel it too
Because there's a dark cloud in the shape of me that follows you

Ooh I'm so mad at us for changing, oh I wish stayed the same but
Life forced my hand and turned you into a better man that's not mine
Anymore and you watch me walk out the door
But you'll be on my mind babe forevermore
Because a first love you can't undo
Yeah one day I'll move on
But I'll never get over you

Written by:
Calli Ortega

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