MBlokk BG - First

For as long as I could remember
I'm gettin cold I left my heart up in December
Told my brother I wasn't changing no not ever
When I'm down do they help me no not ever
Gotta get myself together
That's how you feel stay over there I don't wanna get in that
Too many losses after losses I can't get no slack
And everything that they be doin they can't take that back
And I just always tell them this that I remember that
My heart in pieces when I found out they was doing this to me
Just wanna go I hope they put me out my misery
They biting styles I see them niggas wanna be like me
When I first started I told y'all that they was gon hate BG
Deal with my problems all by myself
I don't call on y'all I don't need no help
Cause why the fuck would I work with my enemy
If you was lying on my name you was never a friend of me
Seen em turn they back on me when I was at my lowest
I was taking care of everybody and they know it
So much pain up in my body I try not to show it
Everything they do to me is wrong and I know that they know it
But I'll be fine
I think I'm good with some time
I'm lettin it build up I don't know when this shit gon burst
And I was putting myself last but now it's time to put me first
I got the biggest heart I can't stop lovin
But now I can't stop thuggin
And all my problems I'm runnin
And all these niggas they bummin
They think that I'm ok
But really I can't explain
Why I feel this way and why I cannot change
They only care about you when you dead and gone so i just wanna go
On to the land I'm screamin father you can have my soul
Get off of social media cause that shit just fuck up my brain
I be tryna keep it cool but how can I when I go through this pain
Seen em turn they back on me when I was at my lowest
I was taking care of everybody and they know it
So much pain up in my body I try not to show it
Everything they do to me is wrong and I know that they know it
But I'll be fine
I think I'm good with some time
I'm lettin it build up I don't know when this shit gon burst
And I was putting myself last but now it's time to put me first
Deal with my problems all by myself
I don't call on y'all I don't need no help
Cause why the fuck would I work with my enemy
If you was lying on my name you was never a friend of me

Written by:
Chris Mitchell

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