Normal Kidd - Flashback
This is the real one
19 is that age where you grow up and behave
Not having you to guide me mom is putting me in so much pain
I wish I could reach up to you I love you mom give my hand
Wake me up I'm in a coma never ending count the sand
I said goodnight my last day
I Love you the last words you said
I picked Zach up were playing games were cooking pizza bread
We took a break and went upstairs and heard commotion we were scared
Saw dad panicked saw the lights I couldn't be prepared
I ran upstairs and saw you there
CPR was on my sight
Crying panicked so confused I love you mom you'll be alright
Paramedics ran upstairs and you weren't breathing through the night
We waited hours in a coma never ending fucked up sight
We got the news your heart just stopped
We prayed to God you'll be alright
We waited at the hospital until the time was overdo
I said goodbye I kissed your cheek I didn't know what to do
They pulled the plug we all fell down I love you mom I'll be alright
I came back home the next day
Everything was not the same
I wish I could take back the fights
I didn't know who else to blame
I laid there crying in my thoughts
I need you mom I had to pray
Hoping I would wake up
The next day not the same
When somebody says to me it happens for a reason
How can I lose my mom and act like its a blessing
It's easy to be there for me it's easy to see your blessings
Always show who you love that they are everything
If I could express to you exactly how I feel
I lost my mom in the night
So pissed off so unfair
If you are familiar to what I have to say
Or if you haven't been through this it will never be the same
I never got to hear you say I love or goodbye
I couldn't even hear your laugh or look you in your own eyes
I'm stuck here with a memory that will never leave my mind
I had to find a reason pushing me to wanna be alive
I found a thing called music to express how I feel
I get angry anger issues music helps me heal
I have my family by my side getting through day by day
If it wasn't for these things I wouldn't be here today
Written by:
Nathan Beauchamp
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