Alex George - Forgive Me

I haven't been there, hope you forgive me
I haven't been the best, but I'm trying
Writing this song to tell you I love you
'Cause I haven't been there, hope you forgive me

I haven't been the best bro to you, I swear that I'm trying
I haven't always been honest with you, always feel like I'm lying
Lying to myself, lying to you and now I feel like I'm dying
'Cause I haven't always been there, but I swear that I'm trying
Think it's time to open up and be honest, this knot that I'm untying
Was keeping me hanging, I was scared to say these demons were complying
To every single thought I ever had, to every single thought that made me sad
To every single thought you may have had, to every thought that made me feel bad
I'm sorry if I hurt you, sorry if I've ever been alarming
I'm sorry if I stabbed you in the back, I promise to be unalarming
And I've been damaged up inside my head from all of this carnage
I love you, I know I don't ever say it, so these words I've tried to harvest
Have been eating me alive, if I ever hurt you, then I apologise
These words have been on my mind, my entire life is undefined
I wish I could've been a better brother, been unaligned
I love you, little sis, just know, this verse was for you

I'm feeling lonely, am I the only
One who is lonely? Feeling unholy
I'm feeling lonely, am I a phoney?
I'm dying slowly, demons control me
I'm feeling lonely, am I the only
One who is lonely? Feeling unholy
I'm feeling lonely, am I a phoney?
I'm dying slowly, demons control me

I haven't been there, hope you forgive me
I haven't been the best, but I'm trying
Writing this song to tell you I love you
'Cause I haven't been there, hope you forgive me

I haven't been a great friend to you, I swear that I'm trying
Sorry if I offended you with the feelings I've been hiding
Feel like my lips were sewn shut like the Merc-with-a-Mouth
From X-Men Origins, these demons and these doubts
Have been taking over my mind, I'm tryna be kind
When I tell you that I love you, I never meant to hurt you
Never meant for this, I thought we were perfect by design
And girl, you were so divine, you're finer than wine
I could've been your Vision, you could've been my Wanda
But I'm sorry if I did you wrong, if I made you wonder
What the fuck is wrong with me, but even I wonder
Just wanna be put to sleep, kill me and make me weep
'Cause the demons now appear, the demons are all I hear
The feelings are severe, I'm just tryna be sincere
When I tell you it's all my fault, the reason we're not a thing
Reset me to default where these feelings no longer sting
'Cause I'm sorry for all I did and for all I said
I've been laying in my bed wishing that I was dead
But these monsters in my closet won't ever make things right
I miss you, Katie, this second verse was for you

I haven't been there, hope you forgive me
I haven't been the best, but I'm trying
Writing this song to tell you I love you
'Cause I haven't been there, hope you forgive me
I haven't been there, hope you forgive me
I haven't been the best, but I'm trying
Writing this song to tell you I love you
'Cause I haven't been there, hope you forgive me

Written by:
Alexander George

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