kang - frigid teeth

Sometimes the hardest part of living is not giving up
Some times the hardest part of love is just getting loved
I spent a couple years
Sipping and flipping cups
And dipping to the drug store
Just to get a different buzz
The problem isn't that I don't feel
The trouble is that I feel too much
I can't shake it
Making lots of complaints
But complaining doesn't take the pain away
It only makes it more enflamed
Getting burnt
There isn't really much more to say
So I take it
Keep waking up
Even though each day is way too much
And the nights are worse
It's like I'm cursed
Try to fight the dark but the lights don't work
When I flip the switch
So I try to figure this shit out
Write it all down
List the pros and cons
Being proactive with the constant problems
I feel like I'm so close to solving them
Climbing up from the bottom of a rut
That I've been stuck in
For way longer than just a couple of months
It's been years since I felt like I didn't have something weighin on my conscience
Watching the loses pile up high
But block it all out
Like 300 arrows in the sky
Apparently I try too hard
Or I don't try hard enough sometimes
My friends are out having fun times
And my love life keeps suffering
Suffocating underneath my coverings
They used to keep me warm
But the warmth doesn't reach my heart anymore
I'm just cold like the ice on the road
Swerving back and forth
With an imminent collision
Cuz my windshield is fogging up my vision Getting bitten by the Winter's frigid teeth
I wish that I was living in a different century
I was meant to be the first in my family
To make a difference
At least that's what my granny mentioned
To me as a kid in the first grade
But now my options have degraded
In the worst way
I'm thirsty for a change in my inner workings
And I hope I'll be proud of myself
By the time I'm thirty
Surely this isn't the end of my path
So I slap some sense into my mind and remember where I'm at
Yeah I had a rough couple of years
But it doesn't matter
Cuz I'm gonna bounce back
Once I've found that one thing
Deep inside me
That reminds me of why I keep trying
Why I keep rising up out of bed
Why I keep putting up with all of the let downs
Why I keep allowing my chest to pound
Pumping blood through my veins as I'm pumping out thoughts from my brain
And I love it now
I used to refrain from being vocal
But now I'm feelin hopeful
So I'm finally comfortable
With letting my soul show
I wanna let people in
I wanna reconnect and be the man that I know I am
I'm ready to move past my past and get back to laughin for real
Instead of laughin to mask the blackness
behind my eyes that Ive had since way back when
I'm ready to be happy again

Written by:
Zachary Strohman

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