they don't deserve to know - Future Tripping

It's taken a lot of self awareness and even more writing to recognize
That since I landed here
Commitment issues have seeped into every area, every crack and crevice
Unknowingly reckless
If there's no chaos I will create it
Usually it's subconscious
Albeit clear in hindsight
I can't seem to catch it or stop it in real time
Perpetually behind
I'm too slow a thinker… hey was that in time?
To realize
That I'm future tripping or romanticizing the past
I'm one year behind or two years ahead
Nostalgia for entertainment
The future for being creative
Yeah that's a real beautiful sentiment my guy, I'm not surprised that it all fell apart
Where in my thinking is my logic flawed
It's all, it's all, it's all, it's all, it's all wrong
So why can't I stop
Future tripping or romanticizing the past
I'm one year ahead or two years behind
I'm in your head projecting, projecting, projecting
I'm future tripping
I'm romanticizing the past
Again, again, again, again, again it plays in my head

Written by:
Jarrett Wenzel

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