Posh - Ghost

When I was younger I was kicking ball
But then I started smoking weed and skipping school
I didn't have the minerals to be who I was
Concerned with people's opinions it's pitiful
Why would I trade the fantastical world in my head for the literal
Tryna transcend this plane and comprehend metaphysical
Concepts without getting stressed and forget that I'm miserable
Got one eye on the money with the other on the minimal
More self-aware than I was and tuned in to subliminals
And lately, these meds have got me moving crazy anxious
Why'd they do this and that, they baitly planned it
Been tryna keep my health in mint condition
But the cards i was dealt and all the shit I've been through it's made me damaged
I've been feeling kinda hopeless
If I'm honest I don't even know what hope is
Looking at my people like I wonder if they've noticed
I don't know but all I know is

Lately I been feeling kinda low sometimes
Feel like I'm alone
Feel like I'm alone
And lately I been feeling like a ghost sometimes
Feel like I'm a ghost
Feel like I'm a ghost

I had some notions of what life was but they're all dispelled
The illusions of what truth is I found out it was all a spell
It's fun to kick back and spit raps but I wanna get deeper with my music cos I feel like I've got more to tell
These thoughts and memories formed with chords and melodies
Are like a morbid therapy that show things how they're meant to be
All of us are whores and stalking all these whores is telling me
That we might not be selling our bodies but we still selling something
Maybe ever-loving doesn't exist
Or maybe it does I guess I'll know when I'm hugging my kids
They say that life's a struggle man and a struggle it is
Why do I care about someone who liked a couple of pics on the 'gram
Or says your music's really sick I'm a fan
I don't even know her but I hope she thinks I'm the man
So I'm still caring about her opinion isn't it sad
The validation got me changing to a different man, damn

Lately I been feeling kinda low sometimes
Feel like I'm alone
Feel like I'm alone
And lately I been feeling like a ghost sometimes
Feel like I'm a ghost
Feel like I'm a ghost

Written by:
Oliver Reyhert

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