Big Spazzo RGE - Glad I Did (feat. Kins704)

I died
So feel free to say RIP me
An on my tombstone engrave
"Here lies the woman that invested herself in others so heavily
That she wondered her way misery"
And you see misery loves company
And it seems like I'm his best friend
And my heart is so open sometimes
I can't even control who I let in
And I died
But please , don't run to put me on a t-shirt
Cause I wasn't worth the extra mile for you
And you complained that your knees hurt
So you sat down
And I caress your feet
Unknowingly use the strength I gave you
To get up and leave me
And I died
Wondering where I went wrong in my doings
See , I thought I mastered the game but it turned out that I was losing
And I died
When you finally admitted my integrity
It's like a breath of fresh air , after months of manipulation
And you claiming that you, were the only one there for me
How could you tell those lies to me
How could you do those things to me
So much on my chest baby, I can't breathe
And I had so much love in this shit, I couldn't leave
Like yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Tried to heal you up and you just left me there
Couldn't stay, ay, ay, ay
I told you I died, I told you I died
You ain't care, yeah, yeah, yeah
But I'm glad I did
But I'm glad I did
I'm glad I did
You was a rose out of concrete
I should've known that something wasn't right
You look fine in that sundress
Had a body hot as summer night
So sorry that this love just had to die
Let's have the candle light
And you know I'm not a poet
I'm a say it , but let me get it right
Had arguments and disagreements
All the time at them dinner nights
You ain't never care if I was happy
Cause you was out there just living right
Tried to treat relations , kinda like this shit I wanted it over night
Really it came just like designer , really overpriced
She treat her ass like seasoning , for the chicken she gon shake it right
She gon hit the kitchen , kiss the cook just to go get a bigger bite
Now my heart so cold in this bitch , you might get frostbite
Really I was just thinking about this shit at a red light
How could you tell those lies to me
How could you do those things to me
So much on my chest baby , I can't breathe
And I had so much love in this shit , I couldn't leave
Like yeah , yeah , yeah , yeah
Tried to heal you up an you just left me there
Couldn't stay , ay , ay , ay
I told you I died , I told you I died
You ain't care , yeah , yeah , yeah
But I'm glad I did
But I'm glad I did
I'm glad I did
Then I came to the realization that it's not me , it's most definitely you
When every word you said pierced like a needle outlining an insecurity tattoo
See I accepted you for who you were but more importantly me for me
And as I loved you more , I grew into a person that I just didn't want to be
See like a flower , instead of nurturing me
You cut my leaves so low
That I question if I would never be able to reach sunlight to grow
And if I did , would I want to be in love with you anymore
And see I died , when I wanted to make you into a better person
See I , thought I had the power to change you but it turns out that I couldn't
And you see , love can leave you brainwashed
And it's kind of like a drug
Because the same place you find hopelessness , is the same place that you can find love
It's like they're next door neighbors
And obviously really close friends
Because love opened the door
For people that my ego would never let in (1080)
An you see I died
And I'm so glad that I did
Because the woman that loved you
I don't want to be that woman again
Oouu I like it
Oouu I like it
Written by : Jaylen Stinson , Kinsley Kins704

Written by:
Jaylen Stinson

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