Silk World - God's Plan

(I know God got a plan)
(God got a plan)
(God got a plan)
I know they say Gods got a plan
Did he plan for me to hurt this much though?
And I tell myself I got this
Then tell myself I'm not shit
And I guess it's a toxic cycle that I can't seem break
I can't see who's fake
I make the worse decisions
Man I started praying
Asking for answers
Like "Why my grandma?"
Seven billion people in the world
But you were still willing to take her
Don't lie
Don't try Father
It bothers me knowing you see me suffer
Don't know if you'll get this because you haven't answered any of my others
My depressions getting harder to handle
But like Johnny Manzel
I've only won three battles on the inside
So that's why I hide on the outside
And I guess from here on out
All I can say is "God I'm feeling low"
Even when I'm it don't feel like I'm winning
Wake up and bow my head 'cause I'm asking for forgiveness
I can't believe you dead
Karma got us for the sinning
You told me "Count my bread, that's the opps"
And now we winning
I know God got a plan (I know God got a plan)
Got a plan (God got a plan)
I know God got a plan (God got a plan)
Trynna be a better man
I know God got a plan
I need your love, strength just to get up
And I know it's a lot
Maybe that's why you're not answering me
But I see that I'm a burden
Why am I hurtn' this much
That's a question I wanna ask you
Why do I question my life
Man I'm not gonna let anyone get close to me
I'm still seeing the ghost of those who made me this way
And I hardly sleep because I still see you
When I feel high
I start to feel down again
Almost committed the unforgivable
Maybe it would've helped
Maybe I wouldn't feeling this way anymore
Yeah Gods gotta plan
But he ain't sharing the details
But maybe that's why I'm better alone
Fuck
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
I cross my hands in agony
Man fuck this cross on my neck
Even when I'm it don't feel like I'm winning
Wake up and bow my head 'cause I'm asking for forgiveness
I can't believe you dead
Karma got us for the sinning
You told me "Count my bread, that's the opps"
And now we winning
I know God got a plan (I know God got a plan)
Got a plan (God got a plan)
I know God got a plan (God got a plan)
Trynna be a better man
I know God got a plan
Gods plan is taking to long
Why the fuck do you think I'm making this song?
Milestone after milestone
RMR baby
Maybe that's why my dreams still seem so far
No matter how much older I get
The pain will still hit
We can't deny that shit
Niether can you
After almost dying
I started asking for help
The Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit
Death I no longer fear it
I just want the pain to end
Is that to much to ask for?
I see whores happier than me
Even when I'm it don't feel like I'm winning
Wake up and bow my head 'cause I'm asking for forgiveness
I can't believe you dead
Karma got us for the sinning
You told me "Count my bread, that's the opps"
And now we winning
I know God got a plan (I know God got a plan)
Got a plan (God got a plan)
I know God got a plan (God got a plan)
Trynna be a better man
I know God got a plan (I know God got a plan)
(God got a plan)
(God got a plan)

Written by:
Alexander Perry

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