Prple Drip - Going Up

Death in my life
Death in my eyes
Who gave death a knife?
Now there's death in my vibe
Everything is dying
It just comes in time
But I thought I'd have a little bit more time
Why's this room so small? I need some reverb
Feels like I'm just yelling from the bleachers
I have no control over the reaper
Hide behind a fake smile cuz I'm real hurt
Yeah, and I know it just comes with growing up
But I didn't know that it would mean no more love
Always had a problem showing up
Sadness makes me sick, I'm throwing up
Right here, I need you right now
Dying, I'm bleeding on the ground
Hate myself, you're not around
High, but I'm still looking down
Yeah I'm still looking down
Still feeling down
Can't get my feelings out
Write my feelings down
Don't want my feelings now
Interfering now
And I'm skirting out
And I'm blurting out
All my fears and doubts
Maxed out ibuprofen, then I took some Tylenol
Thinking about calling someone
But I don't know who to call
Wish that I could call my girlfriend
We ain't on the best terms
Hurts me to make people hurt
Wish I couldn't say some words
Need all of your aid
Please don't go away
Please take all the pain
Please inside my brain
See tears in my eyes
Please tell me you're fine
Please let me inside
Please help me with life
Yeah, and I know it just comes with growing up
But I didn't know that it would mean no more love
Always had a problem showing up
Sadness makes me sick, I'm throwing up
Right here, I need you right now
Dying, I'm bleeding on the ground
Hate myself, you're not around
High, but I'm still looking down
Yeah I'm still looking down
Going under, going under, there's no way to stop
Hide and cover, hide and cover all the pain I've got
Wasted summers, blood got gory, lost the lies I bought
Hospital doors open for me, going to the top

Written by:
Jonah Fictum

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