Forever Otherwise - Gone

Woke up this morning and I found I'd disappeared
Couldn't find me anywhere now I'm feeling pretty weird
Looked into the mirror gave the glass a good hard stare
Inspected every corner but I really wasn't there

I've just become invisible
I've vanished from the world
I thought I'd just got tired
That my edges had got curled
But now it seems I'm nobody
A no-one, less than grey
My ineffectuality
Has eaten me away

I hold my hands in front of me, just saw the kitchen wall
Look at where my feet should be now there's nothing there at all
Found some photos with me in but gaps where I should be
It's like I've never been at all like there's never been a me

I've just become invisible
I've vanished from the world
I thought I'd just got tired
That my edges had got curled
But now it seems I'm nobody
A no-one, less than grey
My ineffectuality
Has eaten me away

I'm gone
I'm gone
I'm gone

There's no way back from nothing no redemption from this state
There's no girl in by bedroom and no dinner on my plate
No clothes in my wardrobe and my garage has no car
I'm really of no consequence I've really sunk this far

I've just become invisible
I've vanished from the world
I thought I'd just got tired
That my edges had got curled
But now it seems I'm nobody
A no-one, less than grey
My ineffectuality
Has eaten me away

I'm gone
I'm gone
I'm gone

Should have seen it coming should have seen my soul's demise
My family and colleagues watched me vanish from their eyes
My friends saw me evaporate, my neighbours saw me fade
And now I don't exist at all in a vacuum I have made

I've just become invisible
I've vanished from the world
I thought I'd just got tired
That my edges had got curled
But now it seems I'm nobody
A no-one, less than grey
My ineffectuality
Has eaten me away

I'm gone
I'm gone

Written by:
Chris Birdsall

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