Avery - Good Enough

Lately, I feel I'm simply never good enough
I gave you all of me but you still would never open up
We're broken up and I got so much to say
But I just write a text then hit delete because I doubt you care
Like you don't wanna hear from me
I've been stuck in this daze in a maze every single day
And I hate the way that I feel
Feel like a shell of who I used to be
This pain just popped up
Safe to say I think it's here stay
I try to sleep but I stay awake
Don't wanna leave but don't wanna stay.
It's the same with you so I stay away in the dark every day
Everything's the same, I felt everything change
I Spilled out my soul,
And still, all the pain seems to remain
Ironic I'm sitting out in the rain
You can be my surgeon
Cut in my heart see what you see
What I see is a bunch of pain, love that I can't explain
What I see is a bunch of people I love who don't love me
In a sea full of blind people who don't know how to real
So tell me what is the deal
And I searching to be numb
Or searching to feel
Lately questioning existence did I make a commitment
To someone who's not committed
In my mind, we're long distance
Yesterday I took the long route home
Cause I don't like walking in a danger zone
You and me, we feel the same
We're tired of faking smiles
Tired of faking laughs
We've tried everything
But we're still tired every day
Not feeling
Good enough
I put my soul in everything that I want
But it still is never good enough
What I want is the opposite of what they want
Try and torch the apple tree, it doesn't give what they need
I'm giving red, they want green
They want me but not me
Take love and hate
Write em both on a page
Now I can't see what's important
Been trying to fill a void
Depressions around the corner
Anxiety's going higher
I'm filled with this angry fire
6/6/2018
That's when I met this girl
I realized filling a void ain't any better
What's important is learning to love again
So if she wanted in, I think I'd let her
Thinking men are all the same and I'm tryna manipulate
Feel the distance but I can't tell you different
11/6/18 5 months later we got together
Now I'm starting to think I took the right risk at the right time
Now I have you in my life
But at night
I Still have doubts inside of my head
Repeat everything me and my ex said
I'm getting better, I can feel it
Gave you my heart, Hope you heal it
All I simply hope is that in the end
I'll be good enough, for us

Written by:
Avery Aldridge, Daniel Gong

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