Lil Scoot - Good On My Own

I mean this for real im doing good on my own love
I would rather face all my demons alone
Then try to defend the both of us
I been stone cold off them pills
I need to sober up
Because its too many people afraid if i dont
That i might not wake up tomorrow
And if i dont then somebody tell my momma i love her
Please let my father know
He is welcome onto the ground im under
I would let them know but man im not to good at goodbyes
Afraid of death but i met him and looked him dead in the eyes
I know im loved i dont give a fuck damn
I sip to much damn i sip to much
But when your down the drugs really know how to lift you up
I pop these percs because whats the perks of being 21
I cannot move on from the past with all this weight up on my chest
Everytime i break a check i break the devils neck
Everytime i take a step i break the devils leg
He didnt think that i would make it here in the end
There is a lot of shallow waters but my mind creates a deepend
I ask myself if im alright but it depends sometimes
I go one on one against my demons
I just want to win i just want to win
I will take every penny to my name and pay for all my sins
If it means im happier than this
No it doesnt make any sense im dying to live
This pill is my wrench for what im trying to fix
It isnt working for me no more so ive been feeling so low
And ive been riding solo
Walking through a hell thats so cold
I do better on my own
Or at least thats what i tell myself when you call up my phone
Because i dont want to answer to you anymore
I heard that love is a drug i already overdosed
I think its time i get inside of that phantom and go ghost
Because dont nobody want to try and condone the life i chose
Its not my fault mom i promise
I tried i really tried my hardest
And if your hearing this its already too late
Just know in heaven for your soul i will wait
Im doing good on my own love
I would rather face all my demons alone
Then try to defend the both of us
I been stone cold off them pills
I need to sober up
Because its too many people afraid if i dont
That i might not wake up tomorrow
And if i dont then somebody tell my momma i love her
Please let my father know
He is welcome onto the ground im under
I would let them know but man im not to good at goodbyes
Afraid of death but i met him and looked him dead in the eyes

Written by:
donovan urrutia

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