Nneka Denise - Goodbye

You were my drug, my addiction
My cocaine Putting you first, I must have been insane
Fuck you for taking away me I lost myself
And my needs and my desire to just be

All I ever wanted was your high To feel
Your warmth and have our love reach the sky
Instead, I was pushed around and bruised
Verbally assaulted and mentally abused

Emotionally tortured and mind fucked
I lost everything I stand for, everything I am
So fuck you for taking everything, including my hand
Lost in a marriage that was non-existent
Promised but never attained a relationship
That was never consistent
Fuck you for never really wanting me

All you ever wanted was to keep me be Begging
Pleading, crying for your next fix
So fuck you, my love, my drug, my addiction
To hell with your crazy highs and your miserable lows
Fuck you, because I'm through
I realize now that I matter more
So fuck you, I'm taking back me
Reclaiming my life and slamming that door

But I love you For all I have
And everything I've learned
For had I not been addicted to you
I might have been more seriously burned
But fuck you, because I'm all that matters now
This is my focus, my newfound addiction
I have my freedom and can finally say
Goodbye, my love, my drug, my affliction

Written by:
Nneka Denise

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