Jonuhh - Goodnight

Man, I'm tired
I don't know what it's feeling like
Been a real long time since I been alive
Said I wrote my song when I'm feeling right
But I'm never doing better I'm not feeling right
Sad you want my heart, like it spitting light
When it seem so dark, I can't spend a night
Cuz I brought my scars to the bigger fight
I'm not living right

See, I lost my cool
Seem so strange, now I seem so rude
Heart's gone black, like a drained out pool
I don't wanna ever put the blame on you
But it's not my fault, and I wish it was
Not me anymore, don't remember when I was
Say it's all because
I don't wanna feel no more

But it just won't fade, see the pain just slows
It's getting stronger every second I'm alone
Know I told the truth this time
Cross your heart and I hope you fine
I know we haven't spoke in quite some time
But you know sometimes
That I hold my phone hoping Ima read the line
You gon be fine

Why I'm looking for a sign?
When I write down what's on my mind?
Getting hard to deny that every thought I'm putting down has gotta be Devine
Yeah, Look at my design
I'm one of kind and so are you, man
Take another look at all the bullshit that we been thru yet we will

Still stand strong (Still stand strong)
Still go head (Still go head)
With everything that's been going on, I'm gonna stay till the end cuz I will
Still stand strong (Still stand strong)
Still go head (Still go head)
Your whole life is ahead of you, don't waste it all in your head

Wish I stayed asleep in that bed
I'll toss and turn like a rotary
666⁰ in my head
Red hot, like you light a bowl
I should keep the peace in my head
I should keep a piece in my hand
Cuz I don't know what's been going wrong
Demons speak to me from my friends

Just give it up? Man fuck that
Y'all can suck on my nut sack
If you hate on me, you my enemy
I will speak the truth till I die
You gon hate on me cuz you hate yourself
Eventually, the pedigree you standing on, it's gon melt
Give a fuck about what you dealt

Now I'm back to earth
I can see that we all been cursed
I can't keep the peace, just let it burn
I can see that we can't learn
I can see that we deserve nothing but the worst
Give a fuck about what you heard
Give a fuck about if you turn
You gon see the way that you earned

Every second thought of a better life
Take it all, you gone pay the price
Truth be told, you done bet a dice
Would you risk it all for this life?
I bet you would kill your brother just to get good
Ima leave you numb like I should

I'm not sacrificing not a damn soul, I'm just focused on the life I live in like
You could never be the villain right
Convince me that I'm not feeling right
Getting even, Ima get a light
When I set it off, it's like I'm winning right?
I can tell that I been getting right
I can tell that Ima kill the mic cuz I

Still stand strong (Still stand strong)
Still go head (Still go head)
With everything that's been going on, I'm gonna stay till the end cuz I will
Still stand strong (Still stand strong)
Still go head (Still go head)
Your whole life is ahead of you, don't waste it all in your head

I won't waste it all in my head
You won't care at all if I'm dead
So just what's the point of me tryna prove that I got all of this love for you?
That I got all these thoughts flowing true?
That I got all of these remedies for a broken heart
It's unknown to me
Temptations hurt when depending on things

That's just gonna leave
All is falling faster than the leaves
Crumbling it all just from the breeze
If you take your time to just believe
I can always guarantee
That if you take the time to just breathe
You will always succeed
Ain't no way you will just subceed
Ain't no way you will just be beat
Turn The Table, got it on repeat
Can you feel the words that I speak?
If you don't, then let me know
Cut the record off, and just let go
Wish you luck when you on this road
I should've known you would let me go
But I will still stand strong

Written by:
Luke Jonas

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