NJ & ohhlullaby - grief of loss

(I swear I've been wrong)
Damn
Damn
Damn
Damn
Uh, have you ever felt the grief of loss?
Ever tried to peel the feel back like a stone with moss?
Bottled up emotions gonna kill your inner self across
Damn, hard to live with yourself
Damn, feelin' like no one could help
And, now you just stuck on the shelf
Collecting dust
Speakin' out is a must
Connectin' is just gain with lust
That's how you feel when no one's to trust
Everyone's with you for a reason and you with them
Is that love enough?
If that's the case i guess unconditional love's just a bluff (Just a bluff)
You're just some drug addicts
Gettin' kids to think dirt's magic
They need a pill to hurt (Pill to hurt)
They need a pill to work (To work)
I ain't got chill for dirt
Pussy gon' squeal fore' dessert (Squeal fore' dessert)
Bullyin' made me a menace
I've seen all kinds of shit
Heads kicked in, knee caps split
When the hammer hit the bone, I can't forget
The echoed crackling moist sound mixed with the scream of pain
Be careful of they wrongs, that shit a threat (That shit a threat)
Love and hate is the exact opposite, but the same
That shit taught me a lesson
That shit made me pay attention
A listening ear can also be a running mouth, for real
I swear I've been wrong
Need a purpose I can find on my own
When you walked in I lost all my control
Can't go back to my habits, that I've known
More than my girl, you a part of my soul
Every decision we make, is meaningless
Because somewhere on a parallel earth, we've already made the opposite choice
We're nothing
Less than nothing
Fuck all off this pain
I'm tryna' stay in my lane
Give a fuck 'bout what a nigga sayin'
I pull out and bang
Niggas ain't with the game
They talk but ain't got shit to gain
Nigga use your brain
Ride around flexin pain Jane
In the streets they be yelling "Gang gang"
Got some shit niggas tryna' obtain
But it's mine so i gotta' maintain
You can't conquer me this my domain
I was in the rain pushin' cocaine
Late night sippin' codeine
I told them niggas I'll be okay
In my mind I was insane
Acid rain and some candy cane
Smoking Mary Jane in a hurricane
Hang up the call and I break the phone (And I break the phone)
Yeah, I try to ball so just leave me alone (So leave me alone)
I been the one, and they all know (They all know)
Woah, cigarette smoke is the cologne (Smoke)
I can't sleep I got shit to do
Problems on me this is nothing new
Got plans for him, but he ain't got a clue
Boy I don't care bout' your revenue
Its nothing new, I don't care who sees it
When I drink everything I do turns easy
The look at me crazy, I feel like I'm Yeezy
If you talk shit, get my lawyer to cease it
Exponentially I grow
I don't got no cards, but still I just wanna' go fold
You wouldn't believe if I told you
All of the shit that I've sold
Still I can't sell my soul now
Everything I touch turn into gold
Buy a new watch for the season
Is it me or is it cold?
Is it me or is it cold in there?
I face the drink, now I think clear
Pay me a lot, so I appear
I don't really think its fair now
They listen but they don't really hear now, oh no
I talk like I really be owning these things
But everything is for show
Fuck all off this pain
I'm tryna' stay in my lane
Give a fuck 'bout what a nigga sayin'
I pull out and bang
Niggas ain't with the game
They talk but ain't got shit to gain
Nigga use your brain
Ride around flexin pain Jane
In the streets they be yelling "Gang gang"
Got some shit niggas tryna' obtain
But it's mine so i gotta' maintain
You can't conquer me this my domain
I was in the rain pushin' cocaine
Late night sippin' codeine
I told them niggas I'll be okay
In my mind I was insane
Acid rain and some candy cane
Smoking Mary Jane in a hurricane
Is it forever, then?
Cops be knocking on my door, baby hide the evidence
Face the bottle, I am heaven sent

Written by:
Danzao Clement, Edvard Hognes, Håkon Ramstad

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