The Spacemen - GRIEF
Been feeling like I ain't been happy in a fucking minuteSo will you humor me before I reach my fucking limit
I got a story that is not made for the timid
But I still want you to sit there and bear witness
My friend just died, am I allowed to talk about it
Fuck you never mind, I never want to talk about it
Why the fuck you never ask if I can talk about it
Sorry I'm angry but this shit hurts I'm down about it
It's not fair because I didn't know he had his problems
Like all the fucked up shit they said atop of ivory columns
He always hid his scars and smiled through the pain, I guess
Had the thoughts of shutting down start to get belligerent
Now I'm wishing I could've been a shoulder to cry on
Asking why at 3 am his lights on
He never had a chance when brought into the onslaught
Constantly anxious, brain racing with the bad thoughts
Suffered in silence, never want to bring it home with him
But it consumed his waking thoughts till it was all of him
No outlet present, kept it buried hidden from within
Parents left in shock, thought that nothing's wrong with him
It makes me fucking sick to think that he had to die so young
He's just a fucking kid, you happy that he's gone
It's all your fault but you still think that you've done nothing wrong
I hope you're begging for release when you hear this song
Don't think that no one heard what the fuck you said about him
All the those fucked up names you used to fucking shout about him
You made every day pain but beg to god about it
You'll never see his kingdom, make your fucking peace about it
He may not be here anymore but you're the fucking coward
You made every day misery just to feel empowered
There's consequences to your choices now the world is soured
I hope you're scared of what's to come in your final hour
This feels like therapy in stereo
I'm still a broken mess since I've known
We've all been feeling numb since you ain't been home
I might be right behind you, catch you in the spirit zone
Written by:
Brach LaDow
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