Roderick - Guilty Ghost

When we were just kids we filled the world with innocence
Would trade in all of our sins for a bike with wheels that spin
But now a few things have changed, my mind is never not feeling strange
I fear I overcompensate because I hate this sick, sad, lonely fate

Could I turn back?

I guess I'll never know and it shouldn't matter
I've reached a new low - my guilty ghost is getting fatter
I've been kidding myself, please understand
Yeah, so much that I've done
I thought it'd make me a man
I was wrong

I'll admit that I've prayed that we would both be okay
And I still believe in the ways you showed me how good life can be
But now I stutter when I speak and wonder how I got this weak
This has taken it's toll on me, now I'm gently drifting out to sea

Would I turn back?

I guess I'll never know and it shouldn't matter
I've reached a new low - my guilty ghost is getting fatter
I've been kidding myself, please understand
Yeah, so much that I've done
I thought it'd make me a man
I was wrong

In the eyes of a God,
My God
I've been digging for far too long
I've been humming this gravedigger's song
Is it real? Am I really here?
All I want is the feeling of want but not for anyone
No, not just for anyone

Oh no, it doesn't matter
I've reached a new low - my guilty ghost is getting fatter
I've been kidding myself, please understand
Yeah, so much that I've done
I thought it'd make me a man
I was wrong
I was wrong
So wrong

Written by:
Stephen Kellner

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