the boyfriend - guilty love

This is a love sick kinda night
I just can't shake the feeling that I'm doing nothing right
Cause I'm still holding onto guilt
I'm staring at the flowers bloom inside that tomb I built
I'm starving - hunger to the bone
I'm searching for a body so that I don't die alone
You're searching for somebody else
I swear that I'm an imitator, I don't know myself
So I fuck it up
No lies
Surprise
And I blame my guilty love
Guilty love, guilty love
Why
Do I run away
Burn the face that I just gave away
Why
Claim it all as guilty love
When there's nothing more we could build upon
Why
Can't I have a normal mess
Why can't I build a normal nest
Cause I hate the house inside of my head
It's empty now, it's empty
God it's killing me instead
Well, do you hear that echo in the air?
It's hunting whistles calling to collect their only share
But I don't have the cash to pay
This debt of mine is how I tell him that I'm not okay
I spoil time, it rots in my hand
Please let me go, it's only safe if you don't understand
So I fuck it up
Surprise
No lies
Blame my guilty love
Guilty love, guilty love
Why
Do I run away
Burn the face that I just gave away
Why
Claim it all as guilty love
When there's nothing more we could build upon
Why
Can't I have a normal mess
Why can't I build a normal nest
Cause I hate the house inside of my head
It's empty now, it's empty
God it's killing me instead
Is it selfish - to want someone to hold
But I know it's gonna fail cause it's broken
Is it selfish
Why
Claim all love as guilty love
When there's nothing more we could build upon
Why
Can't I have a normal mess
Why can't I build a normal nest
Cause I hate the house inside of my head
It's empty now, it's empty
God I wish that I were dead

Written by:
Willis Hao

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