Sleepy Asta - Losing Hope

Losing hope I am falling
In my brain everything looks sad
Losing hope I am falling
In my brain everything looks sad
Sometimes I just wanna die
It feels like all I could do is just fucking cry
With these thoughts that plague my mind
I’m asking god if he could just end my life
It feels like I’m screaming but nobody can hear me
My ears are ringing and vocal chords are shearing
I’m shouting into the void with no fucking answer
I’m hoping today could be the end death come in a timely manner
I just wanna die
Could you really blame me for everything in my life
I know that my love ones would miss me if I left
But is it really selfish to draw my final breath
I shouldn’t be here I should be dead
Three years ago in the street should’ve been my end
When I walked in front of that speeding car
It’s like I was stopped my body couldn’t go that far yuh
I don’t know why but I kept pushing on
Walked for two hours every minute I would yawn
I didn’t sleep that night I had too many thoughts
Envisioning myself left out to rot
And sometimes I think back to that night
Maybe my depression was just at its height
But when I feel it get close I get scared
I lock myself away and buzz off my hair
Maybe it’s just the way I cope
But lately it feels like I’m losing hope
It’s a fucking joke
Losing hope I am falling
In my brain everything looks sad
Losing hope I am falling
In my brain everything looks sad

Written by:
Benjamin Sisler

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