Dirty Chai - Hallelujah

About as long as I could remember
I didn't sleep at all
I lived in a daydream as dark as December
And the waking world was appalled
But childhood is gone and I’m never going back
I don't know what to do so I just get undressed
When I'm down on my knees
God's in the room between us
Hallelujah, hallelujah
God I hope the night keeps shining on me
Uh yeah and keep praying for me
Somewhere out there underneath the big black moon
I’m a meet ya too soon
Every day is all the same, trying to make my way
Oh, la la la la, I'm trying to make my way
Ah la la la la
Everything I ever knew ain’t nothing that I gotta do
I try so hard but I don’t make it through
Oh my god hallelujah
I pray on my knees but I can’t fight this disease if the disease is life
Oh for what it's worth, I’ve been trying but it hurts
Stuck in this shit, don't know what my life is worth
Oh let me get something that I need
I just want a good day
Ah yeah yeah yeah
Oh hallelujah
Lost in a whirlwind life is just a blur of sin
Born in the cut
I'm just trying to get hurt again
Yeah, I know I'm gunna
Ain’t nothing left to do but chill with you and smoke marijuana
Yeah, I'm licking on you, but wishing I was licking on Lana
Her pussy tastes like Pepsi cola
I dream of moments to get lost in while you're doing coke in the corner
This life is ephemeral
I capture it in notebooks while most kids leverage it with chemicals
I guess whatever works is sensible
Cuz life is hard but I’m on guard and my defense is impenetrable
Oh hallelujah
Hallelujah
I'm all on my own
About as long as I could remember
I didn’t sleep at all
I lived in a daydream as dark as December
And the waking world was appalled
Yeah, but I'm made in these streets and I'll die wrapped in sheets
When you scream out to god I feel like I could believe
Oh, I might live forever
But I’m barely a person and my thoughts are in cursive
I’m haunting a wasteland
You're sweet but deserted
I could eat you all up but I feel that I don’t deserve it
Cuz my brain's so perverted
I'm ashamed to explain it
I just stay dodging curses
I’m tired of being fixated on this intangible person
All my life man
I really really wish I knew you
But I'm walking out the door, just me and god
And I’m singing hallelujah

Written by:
Leon McConnell

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