Nico Collins - Hannah Montana

I don’t wanna be in California
Waiting on a day that never comes cuz
You know you know that nothing’s working out
Cuz I don’t know myself

I hate this place of shallow thrones
Where vanity is all you know
I fake a pretty picture when I’m bored at home
I wear a mask, an archetype
And play the part like it’s my life
I sell my soul so well cuz I don’t pay the price
Until I’m up all night
So alone

I don’t wanna be in California
Waiting on a day that never comes cuz
You know you know that nothing’s working out
Cuz I don’t know myself
I don’t wanna be in California
Living like I’m Hannah Montana
The two of us we both keep crashing down
Cuz I don’t even know myself
Self
Self

I used to be the president
Of my own head so confident
With dreams of gold and platinum, I was so obsessed, till everybody said
“Hollywood is dope it’s the best of both worlds
Go ahead and sleep with any guy or girl
Especially the ones you can use to get ahead
Cuz talent’s overrated and morals are dead”

I don’t wanna be in California
Waiting on a day that never comes cuz
You know you know that nothing’s working out
Cuz I don’t know myself
I don’t wanna be in California
Living like I’m Hannah Montana
The two of us we both keep crashing down
Cuz I don’t even know myself
Self
Self

I never disassociated till I got here
And started feeling all the isolation and fear
Am I good enough good enough
I ask myself when I’m so fucked up
Crawl into the bathroom and I look at my face
And throw up from the Adderall and bursts of shame
Never good enough, good enough
Don’t like myself, LA fucked me up

I don’t wanna be in California
Waiting on a day that never comes cuz
You know you know that nothing’s working out
Cuz I don’t know myself
I don’t wanna be in California
Living like I’m Hannah Montana
The two of us we both keep crashing down
Cuz I don’t even know myself
Self
Self
Cuz I don’t even know myself
Self
Self
I don’t really know myself

Written by:
Chelsea Collins, Nicolas Collins

Publisher:
Lyrics © Songtrust Ave

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