Bad Beginnings - Happy On The Outside (feat. BVLVNCE)

I think I'll quit my job to make more room for empty thoughts
But I'll still tell my mom, that everything's okay when she knows it's not
I think I'll stay inside, still tell my friends that I'm alive
I won't call, I won't write. Let days go by without reply
I think I've lost my mind and I can't, I can't
Just pretend I'm fine, 'cause I don't sleep at night
I'm only happy on the outside
(The outside of my life)
I'm only happy on the outside
('Cause nothing feels alright)
I think I'll give it up, before I even have a chance to screw things up
And I swear that I'm fine, but I'd probably crash this car if you just let me drive
I think I'm getting tired. I'm feeling uninspired
I swear there's nothing wrong.
I just think that maybe all these sad songs are getting to me
You tear me down, I build you up
A haunted house with windows shut
Against the sun, it's between us
I've come undone. This isn't fun
And I'm tired of guessing, just say what you mean
And I'm tired of begging, please just say what you need
I think I've lost my mind and I can't, I can't
Just pretend I'm fine, 'cause I don't sleep at night
I'm only happy on the outside
(The outside of my life)
I'm only happy on the outside
('Cause nothing feels alright)
No, nothing feels alright

Written by:
Douglas Cochran, Kayla Warren

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