Eric Dutton - Heart & Soul

Somber with the attitude
Fallen in a habit too deep
Got it after you
Creeped, thought I had to do it
Bought a pad and used it
Sought a faster future
With the chance in music
Scribble every little line
Penning every inner rhyme
Sending out to space a voice that echoes back and it shines
It's telling me I can fly
It's letting me know the way
I'm feeling so out of bounds
I'm giving it all that it takes
You're telling me that I'm bright
I thought it was just the fade
Telling you my secrets
The confidence went away, I need to get smart
The cone of silence draped around our heads, I see the end all
Be all of our high-rated mistakes
You tried placing the blame
Tonight, making the change
I'm breaking outta this cage
I'm healing from all the pain
I'm feeling what got away
However long that it takes, I'm owning to my mistakes
I'm hoping to wipe the slate
The smoke is a fire away
How dire the straights
The tire inflates
The gun's loaded and it's simultaneous bang
That snowfall quiet in the cold of night
Covering my tracks that I hope to find
Maybe spinnin' in your system, my disc is tossin
With the thoughts and sounds of my mental moshpit
Better get the coffin and it's best to hop in
Cause I'm attackin' this beat like my heart is throbbing
Wait, no, my heart is stopping
It's written in the cards and the stars, it's all just
So harsh, the knowledge, of my natural death
The question is, will I pass the test
The answer's yes
The rain makes me contemplative
Like why the hell can't I go all the way
It's not the shame, it's not the pain
I've fought before and won the games
But lately Ls, I'm a stone at the bottom
Falling so much that I might go in the autumn
Overloading the process, the grief is slicing me up
My belief is drying me up
Me alive is like sandpaper
Panic stricken my hand's shaking
My chest hurts and I stand pacing
Around my room I just can't take it
Eff this, I'm gonna go
Hey dad, I'm coming home
No friends to let this out to
Down bad and drag me under
How I wish I could clap this thunder
But I'm choked by my own hand
Just a nomad with no plan
I really wanna
Lay down and
Cause I'm really not a fan of this
Existence, I really can't handle it, I'm out
But what if I'm back
What if this fate
That's just how it goes
You see me orbiting this north pole
Aurora borealis in my very soul, come on

Written by:
Eric Dutton

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