FLXME - Heart Ablaze

I need your radiance
Come set my heart ablaze
If you gone be here in my life
I need you center stage
Mental peace is something I really just can't gauge
Internal warfare, maybe I should burn some sage
Moving by my lonely Lord knows
I been full of rage
Wanna spazz out on a nigga
But no I been well behaved
Just been walking through the storm
It ain't no way to dodge the rain
Put my heart into the track, the only way to ease the pain
Woah, I can't give up now, no
They want me to tell them all my goals
But tell me who can I trust, not a soul, no

When I was young I really would procrastinate a lot
But now I'm older, I got bills, now it's trap or die
Introverted, I converted, I was really shy
But now I really don't give a damn, they put me on the spot
Where do I go, where do I run
I need a flame, my body's numb
My heart is cold, I'm minus one
I'm in a mood, I told my girl, don't even come
Nine o'clock on the dot, hit my FaceTime
Now we talking bout our dreams as we unwind
She said, I'm Goofy, I said, I'll be big as Power line
She said, truthfully, you a star, you got the whole nine

Aw man, I was dreaming we was chilling on the sand
Getting tanned, holding hands, romance
Pussy bum, that shit worse than Iran, got damn
But I, but I, I, need someone come set my heart ablaze

Heart for heart, now that's an even trade
I'm a handful, but you're not phased
I just need some love that won't fade
Mama, she just told me I was gifted
I said, mama, yeah, I know cause I'm just different
Protect my peace and energy, I keep my distance
The Lord will move and break mountains, I'm just a witness
So many mistakes that I done made, I ask forgiveness

Life full of trials and obstacles, that shit relentless
But I keep going cause it's all about persistence
She said, something about you special, you eccentric

Clarity is all I need
I just wanna be set free
It's hard growing up on the west side
So conflicted, I get mad when they say smile
Haven't sprouted, but I know that I'm a rose boy
Hard to grow around here, we burden boulders
All this drive, would've thought I was a chauffeur
Who you know colder

Clarity is all I need
I just wanna be set free
It's hard growing up on the west side
So conflicted, I get mad when they say smile
Haven't sprouted, but I know that I'm a rose boy

Hard to grow around here, we burden boulders
All this drive, would've thought I was a chauffeur
Who you know colder

Rose petals peeking through the concrete
Truth be told I can make an album in one week
All I need is some pain and some loose leaf
And watch the booth turn spooky like trick-or-treat
I've been vulnerable to mental attacks
Between peace and sanity, how do you feel in the gap
I double back, make sure decisions, show I adapt
I be stressed, but it seems I'm relaxed because
A brilliant façade
Masking all the fears and the failures I hide
Paul bearer for the old parts of me that died
Saying I got OCD, I gotta clean the place before destiny arrive
I gotta show my pain even if it kills my pride
Cause they gone throw shade even when you do shine
So fuck trying to appeal
Tell em all how you feel
Don't try to get no acknowledgement

Use your words to heal

Written by:
Darrian Julks

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