bnichxls - Heart Full of Pain

Get in my car cause I had a rough day
Chillin' in the driver seat, a lot on my brain
Takin' long drives down memory lane
Ridin' through the rain
Heart full of pain
I got so much pain inside my heart, it's full of trauma
It feels like my insides are all made up of lava
I don't know what to do when I feel this pain
And how do I explain that I just feel like a piss stain
I stop and reflect on my whole entire life
Every mistake, every little thing that I couldn't get right
I dwell on all of that, it fills me up with rage
Man, I don't know what's wrong with me, I just wanna be okay
I just wanna feel okay
I just wanna enjoy my days
I don't wanna feel this pain, ay
I made a lot of mistakes and I guess I paid the price
Cause now I'm sittin' here and my whole world's made of ice
I get too low and I feel the grip of the vice of life
It's crushin' everything I know I can't take my own advice
But I don't think twice about half the things I do
And I guess that's the root of all the pain I've cause for you
I know I've apologized at least half a million times
But it doesn't matter if I don't forgive myself, and fall to my demise
I put my pain on others, then it goes in both directions
And I sit and think and dwell and sink
Deeper into my depression
Get in my car cause I had a rough day
Chillin' in the driver seat, lot on my brain
Takin' long drives down memory lane
Ridin' through the rain
Heart full of pain
Been driving through the pain, of all of my emotions
One day I'll be just fine, but for now give me a moment
I just need a quick second, to down another potion
Magic little bottle that makes "okay" feel fast approaching
I had a rough day so I'll get in my car
Got a lot on my mind so I guess I'm driving far
Memory lane is a dangerous road
Heart full of pain so I gotta unload

Written by:
Brennen Nichols

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