RaShad Eas - Heavy My Soul (feat. Focus Solomon)

I thought I have more to prepare for your departure
But reality is still the hardest archer
When you hear today and then you gone tomorrow
There is a part of me that really get harder and another part of me that gets softer
Now finding myself crying confiding in my barber
It's hard losing a father
Cause that's Making me smarter
Dont plug in my charger
It's no more text messages from you the phone die often
Take a drink little more often
I'm not tripping if I'm coughing
I'm trying to block the feelings so I will never feel that pain
These selfish thoughts I admit I feel relief I feel shame
My sorrow can't be contained
I tear up at the thought of your name face, and pain
But I am glad that you are not struggling to breathe
I know, but will never understand you had to leave

When sunsets don't shine no more
Weighs heavy on my soul
When rivers stop their flow
I know
I know

I'm gone miss you never forget that phone call
That your mom came in found you hanging off your own wall
I can't act like I didn't wonder if you were able
To end it all over this chick that moved on since April
The same is her name April heartbreak feels fatal
It's not enough to just be stable from grave to cradles
Another cycle complete but I'm fighting with grief
Feel like I'm about explode with tears underneath
And somehow my guilt make me feel like I should have called you
I'm sorry this world didn't ever accept all you
Our friends didn't involve you I wish I knew the right way to say that I got you
It's a sick world and it's not you
That was the issue now they saying they miss you
I'm sorry to feel like the only person that gets you
Reality shot through my artery
My heart heavy that I don't have you to sometimes bother me

When sunsets don't shine no more
Weighs heavy on my soul
When rivers stop their flow
I know
I know

Dont wait to give your loved ones they flowers
Wait before you say what you can't take back louder
Give your friends a chance to grow none of us are perfect
I don't think people dying from suicide fulfilled they purpose
Wish I could reverse the days when you called and I declined
So I wouldn't have to live feeling you not alive
A song is not enough to express my feelings
I want to connect with others that lost somebody

When sunsets don't shine no more
Weighs heavy on my soul
When rivers stop their flow
I know

Written by:
Evin Grant, Thomas Easley

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