I Swallow Ghosts - Here's to Another Lousy Year

I've turned off my phone again
I've fallen off the deep end
Called off of work so I can just sleep in and start drinking by noon
I haven't really spoke to you or really even left my room
I've gotten great at video games and forgetting to eat
All my friends are so in love and full of useless love advice
While I'm sitting up at midnight pretending my cat's my therapist
Why the hell am I doing this?

If I could just follow through with my new year's resolutions
I'd probably feel a whole lot better
But i can't seem to commit to anything except for
Passing out and bailing early

I'm trapped online again reading through old messages
But the truth is I was just as depressed as I am now
Maybe we can talk it out, I never really thought about
What it'd be like if I could find some meaning in my life

If I could just follow through with my new year's resolutions
I'd probably feel a whole lot better
But I can't seem to commit to anything except for
Smoking weed and forgetting to call my mom
(I'm sorry mom)

Sorry if I'm over thinking
You can only put so much on your back burner before your house burns down
Or until you drown trying to sort it all out

Written by:
Corey Scordo

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