13 Aces - HOLD OF ME

I'm numb as fuck
Man I don't think I feel a thing
Not even for the shit
My baby mama do
My world is turned upside down
But maybe that's a better view

Chain reaction
I know I fucked up in the past
But I'm doin my best
How you give back my heart
I had nothin to give
When I gave you my heart
I had nothin to give
Now I'm stuck in the mirror
Can't tell if it's real
And I'm stuck In my feelings
Can't tell if they're real
Am I makin it work only cuz of my kid
Am I makin it work
Only cuz of ya tears
Are you takin advantage?
I been doin my best for so long
That I thought
That I had this shit handled
Even stayed out the clubs
It's my urge to turn up
When I'm feelin dismantled
Like where is the love for ya boy?
I thought that you had me
Can't see that I'm damaged
You took my heart out to destroy it
Huh huh
Why we fighting so hard for a bond
I know love isn't easy
But love ain't the reason
We feelin dethatched from the world
I don't hate you at all
I don't care
I don't hate you at all
I see clear
I can't get too involved in ya spirit
I can't get too involved
I can't get too involved
I can't get too involved
When ya near

Please take this pain away from me
Don't take ya love away from me
Feel like it took a hold of me

Now I'm back in this bitch
Like I never left
Fighting my demons
I'm losing
I can't take the pain away
It took a hold of me
Back on my lonely shit
Feelin like Kobe Bitch
wasn't wit me

Now that I'm on
You gon wanna see it
All my dreams that I had
You was sleeping on me
All the things that I had
Didn't mean a thing
Why you letting it drag
You need medicine

Should I thought you was valid
Holding my tongue wasn't right
But you still in the wrong
Where the fuck is my balance?

Writing this shit it ain't easy
These folks in our business
Like how do I manage?

Like how I'm gon love someone else?
My pain and my sorrow
A heart can't be borrowed
You pawned it right off of the shelf

Please take this away from me
Don't take your love away from me
Feel like it took a hold of me
Yea

Takin a hold
I got a blunt I'm a light on the stove
I fill my lungs up wit gas from the smoke
I ran my bag up
How fast did it grow
Life of a hustler
I'm back on the road
Road to the riches
Ain't paying no toll
Fuck a bitch senseless
I fill up her throat
Cup full of liquor
Ain't driving no boat
I'm gone

Please take your love away from me
Don't take your pain away from me
Feel like it took a hold of me
A hold of me

(Mumbles)
She wanna ride on the wave uh
(Mumbles)

Please take your love away from me
Don't take your pain away from me
Feel like it took a hold of me
A hold of me

Written by:
Terrance Johnson Jr.

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