Trag Tha God - How Dare You

Putting my pain into these lyrics, I know nothing else
(No, no)
I know nothing else
Look, putting my pain into these lyrics
I know nothing else
No longer practice religion
These royalty genes help me stay true to self
I got it made, so I ignore the help
Man, y'all don't know my pain
Still won't sympathize with my mental health
I'm sick and tired of
Being ill and exhausted
They want me behind yellow tape, so I'm moving with caution
Nowadays, it's those with the masks off
That'll lead you to coffins
I'm often drifting slowly into the darkness
My heart set on improving family ties
And that's the honest truth
Need a mausoleum where all my family lies
Nobody wins when the family feuds
I'm better suited ignoring the two-faced family views
Had no clue
This troubled life we grew accustomed to cherish
Would leave me over the nearest edge
Hoping my belief in a Christian would take my spirit
But here is, me
With my heart on my sleeve
Ex said I robbed her of her best years, now she want me to perish
Oof, silly me
To believe there would be resolve or maturity
Was there ever love? It slightly worries me
Tagovailoa shit, don't y'all see all this hurt in me
Abandonment from those promised to be present forever
It's hurting me
Shit, pardon me as I
Wipe these tears
Suppress my fears
Retreat to my solitude and act like I don't care
Grandma, how ima find peace when you're not here?
Pick up the pen and lie to myself like this my year
Fight with these demons like it is, I swear
And I swear, y'all swore I'd never leave you
I look around to shadows now
How fucking dare you?
I fear you
Made a mockery out my loyalty
I'm disgusted morally
I wrote this to be a sign for yourself, but it ain't forgery
Now everything is formally
In the course times past
DM's exchanged, but never spoke on orally
There's more to me than all this pain, but this pain brings more to me
Than I could bear
Leaves me armed with a choice to end it here
They hear that
In and out the ear
That's why with that
The end is near
But then I think of Nia
She'll probably need me more
Fuck it, she'll be fine
Than thoughts of Allure
That's my baby, I can't leave astray
Miles away, couldn't imagine them having to break that news to Dre
I'm hardly living for me
How could I miss Carter making a better Corey?
Riggz expecting, how could I miss the birth of Khyori?
How could I let any of them mourn me?
How could I leave them to forgive and tell my story?
Look in the mirror like, how fucking dare you?
Fuck those distant, focus on the ones that's near you
And I'm scared to
In fear you
Depart also, these inner thoughts awful
That's why I write pain till these hands develop carpal
How fucking dare you?
I'm a burden cause I'm hurting, deemed worthless
How fucking dare you?
Does losing me even scare you?
I caught wind of your disloyalty and still didn't want to air you
How fucking dare you?
I'm a burden cause I'm hurting
How fucking dare you?
Does losing me even scare you?
I put my pain in these songs so when I die there's no excuse
Like I didn't hear you, nigga
How fucking dare you?
Man, how fucking dare you?
I'll fucking kill you niggas, man
How fucking dare you?
You niggas broke my heart, man
How fucking dare you?
How fucking dare you?

Written by:
Allister Boima

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