EazyElz - How I know

How I know this is real I know
Cause it feels that way
I may come to a point
And then it's over
Over now we bowing out
Argument what's that about
Tell me now or ask me later
Let me just ask you a favor
Let me know what you really think
Stop trying to hide in your drink
I'm not even flowing like I normally do
I'm sitting here and just talking to you
Waiting for you to bring it up
Again you staring in your cup
If your answer is hard to find
We can skip all that and go with mine
First let's start with your weird behavior
How you lose everything I gave ya
Got some money from my tour
I gave you some and you wanted some more
Is that what this is really all about
I just want to hear it from your mouth
Before we keep going and get any deeper
I really thought that you was a keeper
But that just shows how much I know
And all my feelings just overflow
Things feel best when you're hand in hand
So why let go I don't understand
How we build it up nice and strong
Now here we are drinking to my song
Do what you want don't listen to me
And the whole time I just wanted you to be free
Never did I try to control you
I just wanted to hold you
And I wanted a heart to steal
Turns out it wasn't even real
How I know this is real I know
Cause it feels that way
I may come to a point
And then it's over
I think I'm a little smarter now
And we ain't talked in a while
I really miss the good old days
I guess we were both set in our ways
I remember when I saw you leave
Two days before Christmas eve
That would put it on the twenty second
Right before I finished my record
I've been doing a lot of thinking
Also been doing a lot less drinking
Coming to a really big conclusion
All this time I was using
Any excuse that I could find
To keep you off of my mind
But now I'm gonna accept the truth
I'm falling apart I'm needing you
How can I put things back together
Maybe I should just write a letter
The whole time I was blaming you
And never did what you wanted me to
You always wanted me to take you somewhere
Just to be together you didn't even care
That probably would of done a lot of good
If I could take it back then I really would
Now I know it's much too late
Always love and never hate
I know I wasted a lot of your time
Wasn't satisfied when you was mine
But that's what I have to live with now
Wish somebody could come and show me how
To move on and get over this pain
So until then I'll just explain
How I know this is real I know
Cause it feels that way
I may come to a point
And then it's over
Finally now I'm here with you
I can't imagine what you been through
I know this not gonna change anything
But I'm here now and I'm ready to sing
I always knew you to be really strong
And never thought you'd become a song
All these years done came and went
And I hope you got the flowers I sent
I don't really know what else to say
It's raining and it's still a beautiful day
I shoulda came here a long time ago
But after the funeral I just didn't know
How I would feel and how I'd react
Knowing I'd never have you back
So I hope you see me wave
As I'm kneeling at your grave
Now I know this is real
But I can't believe it
I have come to this point
And now it's over

Written by:
Damen Ellison

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