Ralaxy - HOW IS THAT FUNNY?

I'm like the person skipping everyone new that I meet
When it was in class, it was casual, we never spoke
Till a few months later, we was talking after summer
But this thing was never daily, thought it'd be the last time

But I'm with the mutuals, we calling each other
And then you was invited, Izzy never had some shit to deal with
So why he take this out on other niggas, fucking up communications
Breaking situations all upon myself, I never had a damn thought on my mind

I'm acting like you wasn't putting up with all the bullshit that I'm saying
And then I'm making issues for you guys again
Leave the temporary times, start a little bit, and then return
I've been thinking about it, trying to hide my negativity

If it wasn't fucking stupid, then the image clear to me
Why he trying to nullify my previous support?
I don't know the answer to that shit too, so what the fuck's the motive?
And I've been jealous at the time, think it's time to rewind

I see you finally fed up and two people more the same time
But wasn't feeling myself for making this shit worse
Can't remember if I notice it, I got two different stories
I'm not too close to liking when niggas provoking me

So what the fuck that made me think all of my words was okay?
Can't be mad at people if they wanna make a change
In denial states, I'm a fucking asshole and it still remain
I had nobody else but you that was supporting in a way that was effective

The reason that was pushing me forward
And I've been giving you some shit on my return
If I put myself inside your shoes, quit the first week
Attitude was dumb, mentally opposite

of weak in my eyes, I guess I couldn't realize
Before this shit was too late
There I go, I'm leaving again
Putting you guys up for the blame

Can't be mad at you for thinking I am still the same nigga
You just one of a kind, treating me like nobody did
I would make attempts, of course it didn't work
I'm writing this because I wanna try again

But this the last time, I'm not gonna ask for no response
We don't gotta talk, I'm here to apologize
And I wanna let you flow
I don't wanna die the same nigga that you've always known

Niggas try to tell and warn but all that flew over my head
And couldn't know I'm in the wrong, you want a better friend instead
And I get it, it's been two years
Two years, I had the opportunity to use my ears

Too ignorant to see that shit wasn't funny
Aware I'm taking all the blame
And when you talking back and then you see my image
Motherfuckers showing, leaving eventually

Had some problems, taking my words, not sticking forever pretend to be
Like I'm in my finest place you could've seen me in
Acting like I didn't give a
And I finally find a reason I've been going

This shit cost me too many people
And the shit I love involving in my life
And lie, so what the shit I really deserve?
I gotta think about the people that I reserve

Because this shit was never funny
Uh, Ralaxy, Israel
Who the heck is Ralaxy Israel? (Yeah, Man, help us out!)
He's the, the local-

Written by:
Israel Manzano

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