Jacey Flames - How To Lose Someone

I know you get lost in the vanity
You got me question my own sanity
And lately you haven't been a fan of me
Ugh are we done thinking how can this be
Sick of all of the arguing back and forth up in the kitchen
Because of my mental health I know you know what's been missing
Never spend time together now it's only with the kids and
Disconnected from me and now you never do listen
Promise I never meant to push you away
Was dealing with traumas and it got in the way
But in the process I made it worse for the pain
So now I see why you're leaving today
So I'm sobbing alone when I get home in the car
I'd rather be drinking with friends at the club or the bar
So you can never meet my demons or know who they are
I try to run from my past but I don't get very far

I'm going back and forth with myself
On why I let you back inside my hell
Say all you want to do is just help
Extend your hand but I just push you out
Said I don't need no one
Try to grieve by I go numb
This is how to lose someone
Try to heal but I run
Hope you get where I'm coming from
This is how to lose someone
How to lose someone
How to lose someone

I get a blank stare and I know what's on your mind though
You say you love me but you say that all the time no
Longer will I believe you it's like I'm on a tightrope
Too much damage done and we've grown apart so I know
Hate all the differences we have at the moment
You wanna be young and single I'm feeling broken
Tell you what's wrong and you wanna fix it while I'm coping
Drifting apart and meanwhile I'm slowly losing focus
Maybe I should've took the time out
To handle my demons that I fight now
Handle my past before our time out
But it's too late no need to try now
So I'm sobbing alone when I get home in the car
I'd rather be drinking with friends at the club or the bar
So you can never meet my demons or know who they are
I try to run from my past but I don't get very far

I'm going back and forth with myself
On why I let you back inside my hell
Say all you want to do is just help
Extend your hand but I just push you out
Said I don't need no one
Try to grieve by I go numb
This is how to lose someone
Try to heal but I run
Hope you get where I'm coming from
This is how to lose someone
How to lose someone
How to lose someone

Someone I don't need no one
Someone I don't need no one
Someone Someone
I don't need no one

Written by:
Joshua Cruz

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