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I know my worth
I'mma die young and berserk
Probably still lie when it's hurts
Probably still call on the first
Know that I been trying to make it work
But my heart's too fast so I'm irked
I'mma hit you back in a bit
I'mma let you know that I miss
All the little time that we spent
Never really thought that was it
Never really tried to be him
All the weight up on my shoulders
But I been getting older
I stick it in a folder
To read another day
Have another crisis
I'm never really like this
I promise that I'll fight this
I promise that I'll change
But I don't ever change
I just run away
I just put the issues
In a bottle 'til I rage
I just let my body
Disappear into the page
When I'm staring out the
Window I can only see the gray
Friends change on you
People fade away to lameness
You would not believe the shit I see
It's fucking shameless
Entertain a thought of theirs and they make you make nameless
You could not retaliate without making a plaintiff
Face it
Nothing's gonna matter when you're ancient
Crumbled up in dust scattered across a couple vases
Happens to the best of us so know that when they hate you
Nothing really matters so fuck over those who played you
God is not a concept that I want to entertain and
I would rather live in peace devoid of all the shame and
People gonna bitch at me for saying this in vain but
God is just a fucking fairy tale for your pain, so
Dance around the facts all you want life is meaningless
Got some people crying in the tub like Sean Alicia
Betas all around me soft and fake they drinking Stevia
Caffeinate and tell another story on my medium, I'm done
Go and put me in your top ten
Watch the mojo fade away like presupposition
When I put the competition in submission
For not fucking with the vision no this isn't
Simple disapproving digits that contingency
You place upon on my vicious sentence
I'm a blizzard dripping out the cup these bitches
Ain't a runner up my business isn't slipping
I don't need to listen winning by attrition
This is my position you ain't even inching
Trigger finger itchin' when I hear 'em bitching
Time will keep on ticking if you see this dick
You know where you can stick it you would think I'm finished
I will not relinquish any type of penance I'm a fucking menace
Need a paramedic and biochemist just to keep this track alive
Another second, who you're think you're stepping to?
You saw the record title, knew it's genocidal Spotify to Tidal
I'm a different idol you have been invited to a new asylum and my
New recital dying on arrival welcome to the bridal shower of the stifled
I'm a quarter Eiffel tower half a loaded rifle
Glutamate deprival, serotonin idle
I've been dormant for a fucking minute think that it's time that I drop all the files
It's over
I'm still here?
I know my worth
I'mma die young and berserk
Probably still lie when it's hurts
Probably still call on the first
Know that I been trying to make it work
But my heart's too fast so I'm irked
I'mma hit you back in a bit
I'mma let you know that I miss
All the little time that we spent
Never really thought that was it
Never really tried to be him
But I'm him

Written by:
Kaeden Bowman

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