Delusional Steven - I'll Always Miss You

Yeah
No matter where I go
Well, you already know
These days are mixing me up
I've tried, now the doctor isn't fixing me up
Just listen, I've been in this rut
Now I can't tell a story without saying your name, baby
Everyday I've been going fuckin crazy
I don't know if I miss you
Or if I miss the view
Knowing I could rely on us
Keeps me in my dark places and I'm in these ruts
They say love will find me
I said, I found it, they just don't see
I've been under a glass
Stuck there and everybody forgot about my ass
I don't want no sympathy, or attention
I just want it to be me and you and for you to listen
Because I've been digging myself down every other day
The days in between, I try to keep a smile on my face
Making this shit and staying in my place
I know you miss my space
I'm sorry for what I said
I'm sorry I told you I want to be dead
I imagine things that can't be explained
Even with my pain, I'm glad you refrained
Take a step back, and leave
It'll be good for you, you'll see
I've realized one thing
Every song I sing
I'll always miss you
Writing right now, and you're in my view
I hope you hear this
I just want you to get this message
Love, Steven
Yeah
There's more to it than me and you
There's more to it than us, and I know that too
But, once I did drugs and found myself in a deep hole
I started to grab onto everything I loved, to make myself whole
Now there's an empty place beside me
There's an empty spot inside me
I know you won't ever miss me again
But if I die before this drops, I loved you everyday till the end
I never stopped, and I know you understand
You're the only person who could shine a light on me, god damn
I'm putting it all on the line with this
I've never related to someone more than you, I hate to reminisce
I'd hate to see that smile right now
Because as much as I want to stick around
I gotta go
You know?
It keeps me happy, and I can't let it go for some reason I think
I love you and it hurts now I think
When I get going, I gotta blink
I'm not scared to admit that I cry
I'm just scared to admit that I don't want to live without you, so I'll lie
I'll always miss you

Written by:
Steven Nesser

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