Kyle Akin - I'll Never Find You

I wish I could speak up more
I don't want to keep ending up on the floor
Every single time with no real crime
I wish your presence didn't make me want to hide
I want to be myself
Around you
And maybe that's why
I, will never find you
Granted you have left me time and time again
I can't keep pulling up just for you to jump in
There is a cost, some price to pay
I can't coddle your pain every living day
Because when I'm not myself
It's my personal hell
I try to make it up by having a joke to tell
Then there's you
So beautiful
I wish I could speak up more
I don't want to keep ending up on the floor
Every single time
With no real crime
I wish your presence didn't make me want to hide
I want to be myself
Around you
And maybe that's why
I, will never find you
Great tears, place them anywhere but here
Ignore my question and suggestions so I only feel repression
You make it hard to breathe, hypnotizing me
With every word you speak I can just barely see
Who I am?
Who are we?
Can we just find out some other place to be?
Because hey
This isn't working out
And it looks like, it just looks like
Nothing will come of me
And is that why you look at me?
Is it pity?
With, another love gone
Is it so god damn easy to move on?
I push and I pry, so close to the sky
I fall down below
When there's nowhere to go
You can only climb out so many times
Before you lose control, and bruise your side
Do you have any suggestions?
I'm taking any and all questions
Great, come back soon
Find your spot, why don't you live on the moon?
Puncture holes in the joy parade
Because you're too damn cynical to stay in the shade
Make bank off a song that you never wrote
Use other's work as your own
Nothing will stop you
But don't try to run
A little dog guilt will tell you where you've come from
I wish I could speak up more
I don't want to keep ending up on the floor
Every single time
With no real crime
I wish your presence didn't make me want to hide
I want to be myself around you
And maybe that's why, I'll never find you

Written by:
Kyle Akin

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