D' Stoic - I'm Alive

Well aaight bitch, look at us, I guess we made it
Wrote so many songs and my best friends played it
I ran away with dreams but now I'm located
Im never going back to the past I learned
You not liking me is not my concern
Made it this far and I can confirm
COB Denzel is a past tense term
I had to through dark times just to see the light
Sleeping less nights and I missed my flight
Went to another city just so I can write
A story of a kid full of fear thats right
You have no idea where I've been
Desperately missing a friend
Wondering where time has went
But now look at us and the lessons I learned
And yes, we had it hard
This wasn't easy, this came from the heart
It's crazy to think I was playing my part while I was falling apart
Everyone thought I was smart
They don't know I create art
I got a deck full of cards and I'm ready to play them no matter where I gotta start
Imma make sure I'm alive
I know I'm alive but what can I hide
When I lied to one of my friends and I denied
Every possibility every responsabiltiy
And I covered with ability the truth nigga that is unforgivable
And I don't blame you for that
I've been through shit you could never experience
Building my future in backyards like phineas
Do i sound dumb cuz I'm thinking delirious
If i do a lot they gon think that I'm serious
Why do you think I wrote prologue
Why do you think that I wrote wonder
My head was a storm and my hands were the clouds
And that project was only a thunder
Why do you think I wrote replay
Why do you think I wrote painless
All of my life just to waiting for this moment
Cuz I knew this moment would bring me some changes
And I have been keeping it my way
I know you don't know what to say
But all of the time that I spend with the fear of being alone
I was hoping that at least the flowers will stay
I was hoping that I could put the brightness low in my screen
I was hoping that maybe one day
You would've come back to listen to all of these songs
And realized I've been changing my ways
I got you thinking I'm clever but you're just dumb
Posponing your pains it's not making it numb
I went to hell just to have some fun
Now I'm fighting with demons without a gun
How funny
If bleeding means balling then my nose real runny
Tanning my words and it is real sunny
They wrong if revenge is not sweet like honey
Don't know how I do it just know how I'm doing it
You make a move but you don't know I'm viewing it
Know that I'm good I will not spend time proving it
Punching my heart just because I like bruising it
What happened to the times when I said I was gon do it and then I did it
Started doing drugs and I quit it
Giving all this love but you don't transmit it
Trynna prove you wrong but you won't admit it

Written by:
Denzel Contreras

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