Paper Hoodie - I'm Conscious

If you need a map for life then you could say that I'm lost
An unaimed arrow never misses that's the wave that I'm on
I'm tired of hearing people bitching over shit that they caused
I take a sip and hope it hit me til my head in the stars
I hate it when it's cold, but I love when it rains
It's said that water is a healer for your energy's sake
But still it's raining regardless, I really hate being heartless
Never ending wave of losses, shit I guess it's my karma
The shit I've did always seems to come back
And that's the way it is
Maybe this is the way that it was intended
But everybody don't agree we all got our opinions
I never pray to god cuz he the one who made me a sinner
I'm jus kidding I'm not even religious, I see the bigger picture
I know we got gifts that get stripped away from us when we get here
You blindly following it's not really faith
Look around you man the answers always been in ya face
I'm conscious
Yeah, I'm conscious
Yeah, I'm conscious
I'm conscious
Yeah, I said I'm conscious
I'm conscio
Wake up in the morning, roll up
I got a text she say we need to talk, Hol up
I'll worry bout it later I been tryna get this dough up
Sometimes I'm like vegeta, classic entrance when I show up
But even vegeta gets defeated
I recognize the stupid shit I do and then repeat it
It's said that we're creatures of habit and that's the way it happened
But why does all of my sadness devolve and turn into madness
I hate the way that me and shorty left things
She told me meeting me was one of the best things
And how her fucking up losing me was one of the worst things
I did everything right and still managed to be the one that was hurting
If you ain't hurting you ain't learning
It's time I find out who I am without somebody lurking
Inside my mind compelling me to know if they in love with me
Attachment might just be the route of suffering
I'm conscious
Yeah, I'm conscious
And I get caught up, I'm caught up
I'm Caught up

Written by:
Jordan Smith

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