Vojayy - I'm Here Now

1998
I'm a solider from that date, born to bless
While I'm saving for my stu
I'm ordering less
While I'm hoarding the checks
In myself I invest
Who would invest if I didn't
Being my only fan, man it's hard to admit it
But now they feeling my presence
When I rap it's my essence
When I lose it's a lesson
Got to better prepare it
While they're hoping to hear it
I just hope they can bare this
I've been working them hours
Staring at the screen trying to work through the bother
While I'm feeling all the will to be more than a father
I mean I don't want that to be my life's story
I ain't mean it in a bad way
I just want more for me
While I'm expressing to you
I know you're down to record me
The sources saying I'm the talk now
The sources is me because I been seeing that they paying attention now
Well I'm here now
Just had me the crown
Give me a couple years
I'll do more for my town
Making my legacy
More than hope now
'Cause I've been holding on to hope
While my life crumble down I was hoping things would show
But all they did was slowly, teach me exactly who I am
Sw boy I never had a chance
I had to write up a plan
I seen holes in my plot so I got people
I'll probably
Never talk to again
They ain't see the vision
I'm seeing so clearly, but their the ones who need glasses just to see this vision
And still see a blur because they couldn't believing in it
TH way of life
I'm trying make it more than a sight
See my family eating right
I just want a better life
Hope you hear me
All the hate just trying to end me
I feel it
Hopelessness I lived it
Life in this dream
I envisioned
My people, yeah I mentioned
My story's far from finish
I seen a future picture
I earned a couple listeners, yeah
That's the beginning
Building on the business
See it flourish
Until it never has an ending
Success for generations
An artist verbally painting
They tarnish until its tainted
They tried to make me change it
But I'm here now
Just hand me the crown
Give me a couple years
I'll be bigger than now
Making my legacy
More of a brand now
While I write to my fans now
I'm here now
No more doubting it now
Tell me what am I do now
What's left to do now
Sign a deal
Or naw
Because I'm keeping it real
But if I do a 360
Only time would reveal
While I'm trapped yet again
Looking for something to feel
While I blew my advance
On some family meals, just trying to feel
But I'm here now
Please, please tell me
What's the life of the crown
Relations severed
I just became another member
Of the people
That was holding me down
While I crack a smile on tv momma
Just one more time
Tell me you're proud
While I wear this crown
Weighing me down
My only hope is that
I can only inspire for now

Written by:
Javon Perry

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