Everybody That Loves You - I'm Not

Is this what worthless Looks like to you
Waking up each day in the Same clothes as days before
With the same
Unshowered hair
No I know

I'm not perfect but at least I'm trying
At least I'm honest and I'm Not hiding
Got me wasting away in The same damn room Everyday
And if I wanted to waste Away
In the same damn room everyday then

I still wake up despite Dreams of not
I left my room just to piss But it's a start
I left my house just to go Get cigarettes
But at least it's something

I'm not useless no I swear I'm not useless
Just a little bit nervous
And lazy and scared
But I'm not a waste

Got me wasting away in The same damn room every fucking day
And if it wanted to waste Away
In the same damn room Every fucking day then I
Wouldn't leave my bed
But instead
I leave the house
For more this time for More this time

I live my life
Despite what you think
And I enjoy my life despite How much you drink
Thank you for showing me How to never grow up to Be

Miserable and angry and
Hateful and spiteful
And scotch drunk
Miserable and angry and
Hateful and spiteful and Scotch drunk
But worst of all small

Written by:
Avery Budnick

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