Avery - I'm Sorry

Four letters each
Two words
Love and hate could be the same when fake
When no one relates I write on this page
Six years never expected it to go this way
But it did, now I'm crossing a bridge
The water below is where my pain sits
The burdens that crushed me for so long
I had to throw them in
Okay I'll admit, I need the pain
I need every bit of love and hate
Cause all of my memories show-case them both
And I need the hurt so that I can grow
The night that you texted
The morning I knew we were done
Six years that I spent running
Loving, and trusting becoming the people we are
I just hope through it all
You remember me
I'll remember us both and every memory
Despite the times felt like a lesser me
I'm not done with pain
I'll hold onto the love that I felt with you
And the love you gave, It made me who I am
I don't hate you for it
Being real, a part of my heart is yours and always was but
And I said that I'd never lie
So if we're being real I think over time
I lost the difference between love and hate
Being honest I felt a certain way
Everything felt like it changed
And your love decayed
Now everything that you promised me is laying in a grave
And now, nothing feels the same
Your sister
She was lying
But the fact that I bought it speaks louder than words
Didn't think I deserved something like us
Don't wanna leave it but I feel that it's past due
To some extent
I know that we love to play pretend
I love you
Hanging on by a thread wasn't in our plans
Lately, I'm reminiscent as I'll ever be
So my heart is surrounded by razor blades
Felt like I blinked once but six years
Now I'm here today
I know we do things that cause us to bend till' we break
Beautifully broken That's something we tried to ignore
It was pointless, the point is we shouldn't have taken our time for granted
We aren't kids anymore
We're disconnected and we feel stranded
You ripped out my heart, split it in two
Sowed it back up, put it back in my chest
Before that, we were stuck in limbo
Did the same thing over and over again
All this time wishing it would end
Now I find myself wishing to go back and meet you again
I can't that's what makes it hard
Had the world in our palms, and then it was gone
I spent these six years of my life
Running around, trying to figure you out
Having hopes for us to give it up
And it sucks I got hurt in my heart deep
When you came back it changed everything
Our story wasn't finished
But now it is
I tried my best to show you a true love
And now I just hope that I did it
Loving you was both the best and the worst thing that I've ever done
I miss how simple things were back when we met
And that's something I've struggled with for so long
Your name is still engraved in my heart somewhere
If you're hearing this
Goodbye, I love you
And I'm sorry

Written by:
Avery Aldridge, Chandler Bouldin

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